Hello everyone!
I've looked through a lot of posts here as I waited to be approved and I'm eager mostly to connect with others who might understand what I'm going through. Right now though I'm writing this at a time when I'm very confused and feeling a little lost. I was recently diagnosed, but my path to diagnosis has been strange (which I know isn't uncommon!)
I'd been experiencing extreme fatigue, low grade fever, headaches and achiness (in joints and otherwise) for years. I got the chronic fatigue/fibromyalgia diagnosis most often. People suspected autoimmune because of my symptoms, but my bloodwork was always normal. Then I developed what was extremely painful neuropathy, but my EMG was normal. I also started experiencing increased sinusitis to the point that I had surgery. Surgery helped a little but my nasal passages were so dry that I would still have a lot of pressure and pain. My eyes became so painfully dry that I stopped wearing contacts. I never thought I had dry mouth but I have continual plaque buildup behind my bottom teeth no matter how often I brush and I noticed I was drinking all the time because my mouth felt "uncomfortable." I also have very very dry skin and it used to be oily.
There was no explanation of the neuropathy or even proof I had it. Fatigue continued to worsen. All of this got so bad I went on leave from work and then short term disability. I will have breakthrough periods where I'm okay, but mostly I have not learned to pace myself and I feel like I'm in one giant flare.
After having a muscle biopsy come back normal (as I have sore, twitching muscles), my rheumatologist suggested a biopsy of my small nerve fibers. She had been instrumental, trying tests no one had tried before. She told me she didn't think it was fibromyalgia and even suggested I go to Cleveland Clinic for answers. Anyway, the biopsy came back positive for small nerve fiber neuropathy.
I had read there are several potential causes and though I knew I may never find out, I wanted to investigate every option I could. My doctor thought there was no need for further testing. I didn't understand why. I'm applying for long term disability through my work so I can finally stop worrying about finances and let my body rest since I'm not capable of anything right now anyway. I asked her if finding out a cause for neuropathy (such as sjogren's) would help with disability and she said no since it's not automatic disabling condition. I didn't understand this since saying "I have proof I have a disease that can do certain things and it's affecting me this way" seems a LOT more convincing than saying, "I have pain and fatigue and other symptoms but I have no idea why and can't prove it to you."
Needless to say, I began to lose faith in my rheumatologist, which is scary when going down this path and hoping for support and help. I pushed hard for a salivary gland biopsy, which she gave into because of my sicca symptoms. To even my surprise, it came back positive! Rheumatologist said I have Sjogren's, but don't make the antibodies. Then she said they just treat the symptoms, like for dry eyes and dry mouth.
I don't understand this when I have such horrible neuropathy that was likely caused by it and I see most people automatically being prescribed drugs like Plaquenil. I felt so relieved I finally had a diagnosis and with all my reading, I see all my symptoms can be tied to Sjogren's! But now I worry my doctor doesn't truly understand it (which is disappointing since it's a major medical center here in Houston), I won't be trying treatments I need to try, and she won't relay my condition properly for disability.
I've contacted the Baylor Sjogren's Syndrome Center, but I couldn't get in until July 15th.
I'm sorry this is so long, but I'm feeling so lost and worried about all of this. I guess here are my questions to the group.
- Can Sjogren's alone really cause all these symptoms I have? Neuropathy, debilitating fatigue, joint pain, brain fog?
- Does ANYONE know someone great in Houston (I'd even go to another city in Texas!) who's good with less standard cases of Sjogren's and very knowledgable?
Thank you so much in advance, I look forward to getting to know you all.
Candace